maybe it's just a guy thing, an inability to put into words how we really feel about a situation
maybe it's just a lack of practice
i don't know
but i've used up the better part of a day in half hour to 2 hr snippets struggling to explain my feelings, to put down on paper in words something i just don't seem to have the right words for..
i had to take a break from the effort - i would have been better off spending the day getting my hands dirty -- then when i obsess tonight at least i wouldn't be feeling like i wasted the day too..