September 17th, 2002

head-4-12-15

to sleep or not to sleep...

..i stayed up to watch a jack nicholson film, "the crossing guard"--j.n. is always j.n. no matter the role--i don't think i like him as an actor, but i keep giving him one more chance

so i went to bed at 1:30 and woke up again at 4, got up and showered at 4:30--less than 3 hours sleep--less than 4 hours sleep is not an uncommon occurance for me--why did i wake up at 4am?

there's a lot of discomfort in my head lately