Ed (sirndipiti) wrote,
Ed
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where's the water?

there was a lot of noise and light and i think maybe even some rain, but not much--so i shut down the pc op and tried to watch a vid with mary--but the ol' heavy eyelids forced me to "rest my eyes" for a sec--and then it was after 1am; so i brushed my teeth and went to bed--checking outside this morning, 'neath a very overcast sky, the garden looks dry; so where'd the water go? there just couldn't have been very much! so now, do i water or wait 'cause the sky says it's gonna rain today? i dunno...decisions, even little ones can be such a problem at times--so here i am, 'puter reconnected, coffee cup (almost empty now) by my side--and i'm asking myself what occurred to me, as my eyelids began to exert their power last night, am i switching roles with the 'puter? has the pc which moved in with it's unassuming neutral balck and grey exterior, soothing hum and enticing manner, the machine which i thought of as a tool, an extension of me, begun to take over so that i am pushed into the role as extension of the 'puter? silly, i know; it is not a sentient being, this is not a stephen king novel; any role reversal is in my own mind--so, i can just flick the switch and, wala! it is once again an extension of me--but, there is the matter of compulsive behavior and the fact that instead of taking the hose out to the garden, i came in here and fired up the 'puter--but as compulsive folk are wont to say, i can quit anytime...
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    pic didn't go with post... such is life. here it is

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    yeah still here. Health probs under control for the time being...time slips away. I do try to save it in a bottle but it just keeps slipping away.…

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