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sirndipiti

Sojourn...

..so it's a journey...with "friends only" welcome to most of it


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head-4-12-15
sirndipiti

good morning lbj

..yes i gave into the impulse--why would his spirit care, he was always a parody of himself anyway, too bad he didn't stick to domestic issues--gawd, what a wasted collection or life and times--i scare myself a little when thoughts like that pop into my head, uninvited--i wonder what significance it can have, is it a punchline to a dream i don't recall having--is there someway i can carry a recording device in my dreams, something that will help me recall enough of the details that i can then piece things together again, even a dreamversion note pad--i'm going to concentrate on notetaking when i next prepare for sleep--laugh, go ahead--it's very frustrating to be unable to relive dreams especially when you know they must be there somewhere, hiding just out of reach--if it was just one of those fucked up dream/nightmares like lbj running around in a loin cloth chasing the nations young men with a big stick and yelling yi-ha get along little buckaroos, go out there and kill for the greater glory of some fucked up theory about checkers or something, well, no loss forgetting that--but if it's a dream worth saving, of a lover and love and crying out to the stars when the emotion is so sweet and wave after wave is lapping at your feet and looking all the way to the horizon, your love and you don't see a cloud in the sky, well that just might be worth remembering into the waking hours--so yeah, i've got to start trying to implement this notebook device...

but in the meantime, happy last friday of june all you grand and glorious lj folks--may you all have some special wish come true this weekend and remember that every time you smile, your body releases happy chemicals that make you feel better--notice the next time you see someone with a big shit-eatin' grin draped all over their face, that person is taking an active part in the 'feeling great' part of their life at that moment ;-) -- don't you want to feel good too?

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Keep the notepad by your nightstand. Amazing the poems and lines that will come to you at 2 AM... just jotting a couple words will help you recall the entire thought... same with dreams. I began that about 4 years ago. Sometimes I will go to bed and leave the "Word" program open on my computer - so that I can just sit down and type something quickly - if I get up for a glass of water or to go to the bathroom... if it is "there" for me to recall. :) Those are real and relaxed - unprepared thoughts and expressions. Nice.

..you are right, maralena, i should have a pad handy; i have in fact tried but with such poor results that i soon give up--maybe i'll give it another go...

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